POst Work Depression

Been working at LohGuanLye Specialist Centre's oncology department. Observed how the whole process works, so the patient has to go for a blood test and a pet-ct scan where they have radioactive sugarlike substance injected into their body via IV and the scan reveals where the abnormal sugar intake cells are which are most likely the cancerous cells.

The radiologists then analyses the data and points out where the tumour is and the area most likely affected and notifies the oncologists(doctors) where they will draw out the parts that requires treatment. The physicists will then be notified to start on planning the treatment with the oncologists. After everything is confirmed the plan will be sent to the radiographers to execute the plan for treatment of the patient.

Sounds simple, but the real work is like damn complicated.

Really lucky of me to be able to follow both oncologists in LohGuanLye Specialist Centre , DrKevin Hew and Dr Mohd Amir. Learnt quite a lot of stuff about the the job and how their work is done.

Working in the oncology department has it's ups and downs. Seeing those patients who recovered coming back for check-ups thanking the doctors is really heart warming. However, witnessing those whom even the doctors are pessimistic about their condition and still smiling and treating them normally.

A particular patient got my attention. He's got a 20 cm tumour from under his lungs all the way down near his kidney. He had trouble moving and pains searing through his body as he lies down for the pet scan and treatment, having to inject doses of morphine.

Yeah, post work depression is not fun at all.

notes.

不是不想把你忘记，只是你已扎根在我心里

爱情是个梦 而我睡过头

just the lyric reminder for my so-failed-attempt at writing a song

I wanna be your Marshall Eriksen and you to be my Lily Aldrin.

A lesson learnt

Someone told me something very very interesting and meaningful a few days ago.

"When someone screws around with you, do not retaliate on the spot. Let it go, and strike him/her down from behind someday without letting em know who did it."

I kinda like it. >:)

王菲...紅豆(MV)

Thinking.

Spent most of my time thinking, why did our friendship ultimately fell apart? Was it me? Is it because of me? Me, not having done enough?

Or was it me who screwed it up? :/

Perhaps it's time I started mending my ways.

她做了她觉得对的选择, 我只好祝福她真的对了.